11/4/2012

suddenly i remind someone who is important for me...
the one who take care of me since i am a child.. not, its baby

my brain always appear your face, your action, your care, your everything~
you are the one who teach me to be a good girl, don't let people be disappointed, and teach me to be a kind girl, always help the people who need ours help
i will never forget what you taught me...
if don't have you, i think i will be same with my brother.
actually, i can do what i am doing now, its because you...
suddenly, i missed you, are you bacomes a baby already?
or another child who having nice family?
i believe you will be happiness now, because you are kind, you teach us be kind.
the god will give you a nice new life...

7 years passed, i still remember how i am crying when i know you were gone
i never think about that thing, but its comes
i felt i am useless, why i know that you don't have much time but i afraid to talk with you?
i am escape, because i am afraid.
why? you are the one who can be my mom, you are the one who love me so much..
if time can be return, i will not be that, i will love you more, treat you more well, care you more, talk with you more...
i am olders~ i know more thing, but ma~ today i saw a thing~ suddenly i felt the same.
i scare i am forgot your face, your voice, everything about yours. but i don't want.
even one photo also don't have, what should i do?

ma~ please be beside me, i need you...