today so weird... i think this is the first time i done the thing.
first time we change our diary, tell each other about our secret.
no wonder i always told people about my thing, but my fully thing, is hard to to tell other people.
when i write about the thing. i cried.
i found out i still haven't put it down.
i still remember and thinking about that.
Even its 7 years pass, even its 20 years pass. but i still can't forget anything that happen.
slowly to be a quiet people
slowly lost my mind my heart, i don't know what to do again
i found out that i always hide my feeling, always pretend.
i felt that i am so fake.
its that good? yes, its good for others but not for myself.
slowly changing my mind. to be myself.
to do my thing, to be a people that i want.
no care about anything.
i found out, its nothing important for me anymore.
everything just nothing.
thats why....
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