trouble

one call
say that you suicide
one message
say that you nothing

which one i can believe?
we are family
one times scat i already can't accept
you want how many times?

before the end of 2010
i cry, i sad because of you all
after 2010, i'm recovery
i try to be staunch, i try to be happy
finally, i done it

but?
when i'm the most happy, the most blessed
you make me down

maybe all of them don't know
but until now, i still very care about you all
although we are not together

this few days, my right eye always jump
they say is bad for me... but didn't any happen on me
finally i know... because of you

if you really want die?
i accompany you...
you want vein cut... i accompany you
please don't let me alone
i can't endure that my family leave me
please, don't...
please treasure your life
remember you still got me...
i always be here