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i don't know how to say my feeling now~
i felt very lonely...
i know i have many friend~
have many best friend have many sister~
but? no anyone can help me?
who can help me?
i have thing to say... but i can't any people chat with me
this is mine
no people know what i need
i close phone... for what?
i bek cheh... for what?
no people know... also no people ask me the real answer
i really don't know what can i do now
everyday keep smiling to everybody
but? i'm not happy...
i felt pressure...
who can help me solve the pressure?
i don't know... i have already told my best friend
but all of them can't help me solve the problem....
sister? i don't want make people worry to me...
i'm their big sister... want to care them not make them worry
who can accompany me chat? chat my problem,my pressure
say truely, i can't find any people...
maybe now i only know... not people can help me solve anything
i felt want to cry...
not for anything...
just the pressure the unhappy... why?
who can tell me why?

i really need time to cold down myself...